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For All the Beautiful Things That Have Not Happened Yet

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  A letter to the tired, the hopeful, the healing, and everyone still becoming. There are beautiful things in your life that have not happened yet. There are mornings you have not woken up to, places you have not seen, conversations you have not had, books you have not read, songs you have not heard, and people you have not met who may one day become important to you in ways you cannot imagine today. There are versions of yourself you have not yet discovered. There are dreams you have not dared to name, doors you have not yet knocked on, and possibilities that have not introduced themselves to you. Somewhere ahead, there may be a day when you laugh so freely that you forget, for a moment, how long it has been since happiness felt uncomplicated. There may be an afternoon when the sunlight falls across a room you finally feel at home in. There may be a conversation that changes the direction of your life, a kindness that restores a little of your faith in people, or a quiet evening w...

7. I Am More Than What I Survived

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  A Life Still Becoming Seven personal essays by Jean T. Hatoum A series about rebuilding, uncertainty, identity, the things we carry, and the possibility of a future that hasn't fully revealed itself yet. 7. I Am More Than What I Survived — A closing essay about identity beyond pain and the person still emerging . A closing essay about identity beyond pain and the person still emerging. I have written a great deal about survival. I have written about silence, about the things people carry without telling anyone, about the ways difficult experiences continue to live inside us long after the circumstances have changed. I have written about beginning again, about the places we carry within us, and about trying to imagine a future without knowing what it will bring. These are not subjects I chose because they were easy to write about. They are subjects I know something about. There are things I have lived through that changed how I understand the world. There are experiences I would n...

6.The Work Nobody Sees

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  A Life Still Becoming Seven personal essays by Jean T. Hatoum A series about rebuilding, uncertainty, identity, the things we carry, and the possibility of a future that hasn't fully revealed itself yet. 6.The Work Nobody Sees — The invisible effort behind writing, creating, and continuing. On writing, creating, and the invisible effort behind continuing. There is the work people see, and then there is everything that happens before anyone has something to see. People see the book when it is published. They see the essay when it appears on a screen, the photograph when it is shared, the finished chapter when the words have finally been arranged into something that can be read. They see the result. They do not always see the hours spent trying to begin. They do not see the sentences that were written and deleted, the paragraphs that took days to understand, or the moments when the person creating the work wondered whether any of it was worth finishing. They do not see the effort r...